Pretty rubbish post, if I'm honest.

What started as a whisper,
Slowly turned in to a scream (8) 


That feeling that kept urging me to push forward is gone. It consumed me and,yes now I'm happy, but I'm vulnerable too. Vulnerability scares me. I never know what to expect and when I do; it terrifies me. The uncertainty, the anticipation. 


But


The other day I couldn't have felt my at ease. All of my worries for nothing. Gone. It's days like that which make you realize why we put up with all the other crap that comes with life. You support me and make me feel something. I would thank you for it but I know you feel the same about me :) 

Mellow.

Apart from the odd thing, this week I have felt suprisingly mellow. The lyrics make sense as the chemistry grows. I'm not sure what to expect, but everytime I think about it my heart skips a beat. Like the sun, some days your glorious and others your barely there. Still, you brighten my day no matter what. Who knows where this is going, but for now, the security and strength you give me, is enough.

One flight away from my dreams.

S.